Assignment 3
Drawing upon the examples in Part Three and your own research, you can approach
your self-portraits however you see fit. You may choose to explore your identity or masquerade as someone else, or use empty locations or objects to speak of your
experiences. However you choose to approach it, use yourself – directly or indirectly – as subject matter.
Keep a diary for a set period of time (at least two weeks). Each day write two or three pages about yourself – what you’ve been doing/thinking. This can be as specific or poetic as you wish. You may wish to pick a theme for the duration. This is an open brief designed to give you freedom to create something personal which suits you best. Use the artists you’ve looked at in Part Three or your own research for inspiration. Select the most interesting parts of the diary (which could also be the most banal or mundane) and interpret them into a photographic project. A good way to approach selection could be to ask a friend/fellow student/stranger to read it and send back a highlighted version. You could then base your project on those parts. This would take the pressure off you to find a ‘good story’.
You may choose to select a few days or phrases that spark an idea for you, or you may wish to exaggerate how you were feeling one day into a parody of yourself or the circumstance. You may wish to create a ‘document’ of that time in a re-creation of events – or direct a model to act out some of the content of the diary, making your own ‘filmstills’.
You could present your chosen diary entries as a visual diary or use it as a springboard for further exploration. You may choose to insert the pictures like snapshots into your diary and hand it all in together. You don’t have restrict yourself to the diary itself; you may decide to use it to take you into new territory.
Send your finished piece to your tutor by the method agreed together with an
introduction of around 300 words briefly setting out your rationale and how you approached this project. You should also send to your tutor the relevant pages of your
learning log or blog url.
“All my images are self-portraits, even when I’m not in them.”
― Nuno Roque
After reading the course notes and researching the self portraits of the photographers featured. I came to the conclusion that I hadn’t really thought about who I am. I therefore started with a mind map of ideas and thoughts.
Self-portraits have been around for a long time. It is thought the first self-portrait is of Jan Van Eyck in 1433.
Rembrandt, “Self Portrait” (1659)
Man Ray (born Emmanuel Radnitsky; American, 1890–1976)
Frida Kahlo, “Fulang Chang and I,” (1937
Enrico Varrasso’s magnified selfie for Tumblr profile pic. All images submitted to selfies [at] hyperallergic [dot] com. (2013)
Beyonce’s new haircut selfie via Today.com. (2013)
One main difference seems to be that the “selfie” is usually taken with a smartphone or other similar digital device including webcams.
Behind the Scenes at the Getty (The Iris) has looked at the self-portrait over recent years. In 2015 they acknowledged that many people had and were being observed taking selfies in the South Pavilion which houses many mirrors from the 17th and 18th century. So they invited visitors to photograph themselves in the mirrors asking that when the visitors had finished taking their self portrait souvenirs that they reflect on the “power and symbolism of mirrors in centuries past”. http://blogs.getty.edu/iris/mirror-selfies-and-art-history/
The question now is: What is the difference between a Selfie and a Self-Portrait?
Annelisa Stephan, Getty’s Manager for Digital Engagement asked that question of Arpad Kovacs (curator at Getty) and writer (of the value of creative digital expression) Alli Burness.
It seems that the opinion from this interview is that their is an overlap between selfies and self-portraits. Both are attempts to establish and define the individuality of the artist or photographer.
However, the selfie is or can be more transient than a self-portrait. It can be disposed of. Kovacs describes it as negating the careful decisions of artists that created self-portraits and that self portraits do not necessarily signify selfies. He states that portraits last because they are meant to. He also assumes that Rembrandt, were he alive today would be making both selfies and self-portraits.
Alli Burness argues that both selfies and self-portraits use technology as a means of representation. This includes mirrors and painting as well as cameras and smartphones. Burness goes on to say that self-portraits are created for arts sake and to be seen in galleries and museums whereas it is risky to read selfies in the same way. They are part of a social context and are part of a dialogue. This she argues is not the case with an artist’s self portrait.
So although selfies are a form of communication and a vehicle for social interaction there are examples where they may also be termed as art.
I was left wondering where that now leaves self-portrait photography.
I started off thinking about this assignment as a record of childhood memories and especially those that have shaped me as a person today. The only thing I did know was that I didn’t want to appear in the shots as I am today.
I looked at Barthes, Camera Lucida (” souvenir d’enfance”) where he talks about childhood memories and where in The Photography Reader (Wells L. 2003) Wells is less interested in meaning of one of the memories Barthes describes and the suggestion it maybe Freudian and psychosexual but more about the feeling and that the photo can evoke. Wells also, states that Barthes did not like “art” photos.
Taking heed of my reading and advice from my tutor I set up my shots with that intent. My shots were to be: Ballet lessons, Travel (not childhood but had shaped me immensely as an adult, Music (again not childhood but again forms a huge part of my life because all family members are musicians), Fell Walking which I started as a teenager and continue to this day, Photography – I received my first camera when I was 7 and Gardening, I had my own piece of garden at my grandmother’s house when I was about 4. I was going to make a collage of all these shots with a final shot of myself today looking upwards at the images I’d produced.
I set up each shot using an old photo and props to try to get over the memory. I soon realised that I had two problems, one was that not all my shots were from childhood and two, they didn’t seem to evoke much feeling. I tried but could not readjust my original thoughts of how to present this assignment. The outcome was more arty than feeling. I converted the images to black and white and that worked to an extent but I still wasn’t very happy with them so I decided to start again.
Examples of my first attempt:
My re-think and further research took me into the realms of self-portraits of me in the many hats I own. This was disastrous, I couldn’t get the lighting right, I couldn’t get the angle right and I looked absolutely ridiculous. There was no story, no memory and no drama to them. This was the best of a bad bunch.
This is the look I was trying to get – Failed.
BACK TO THE DRAWING BOARD ONCE AGAIN
I then re-visited my diary which I’d kept for 2 weeks. I had not really taken anything from it with that I could meaningfully include for the assignment. It had been an untypical two weeks with visits to friends and a week long holiday. However, I asked my husband and daughter to take a look at it. Whilst I’d been looking for activities and actions that would fit with my original thoughts such as photography and walking they both commented on how busy and stressed we had been before the holiday. My daughter’s comment was – ” You really did need that holiday” and my husband also commented that it was all go before we went, then relaxing whilst we were away and then it all started again when we got back.
Hurrah, I have something to work on. It was obvious when I re-read my diary that I had too much to do and not enough time. Attempting to recreate the drama and tension of this I put together a set of images.
Having attempted the self-portrait in “Me and my Hats”, I realised that I could identify with Barthes when he talks about the closed field of forces of the portrait photograph. In putting ones self into the picture there are conflicts, I am that person and the person I want other people to think I am, and I am also the photographer and therefore the person I think I am and it then becomes difficult to be objective and make good use of the image as an exhibit. Technically, I was unable to get the lighting right and the shots either ended up with my skin looking pale and sallow or too warm and pink.
Bibliography
Wells L. (2003) The Photography Reader, Routledge, Abingdon Oxon,